Well here I'll be posting some of my poems and lyrics that I write.
I hope you all enjoy them! =]
Poetry
Maybe
Miss. Undependable is visiting again.
Miss. Undependable is making herself nice and comfy.
Miss. Unreliable is shaking me, scaring me.
Has scarred me and forever haunts me.
Looking into the mirror,
I try to paint away
The resemblance she and I bear
.
I hope to God I become better than her.
She makes promises
She rarely ever keeps,
Keeps me waiting until I fall sleep.
I don’t know why I still believe,
The child in me is still hoping.
Maybe she’ll come through.
Maybe this time is different.
Maybe this will be the year
-all these maybes drive me crazy!
Then I break down completely
When I can’t run from
Who I don’t want to be.
I must be everything
She never was for me…
Miss. Undependable says “she feels my pain.”
But I’m sorry, at no time did I ever understand.
How you can sit and laugh at the TV.,
At your own home,
When you’re supposed to be here
With me.
Instead I am looking out the window,
Still waiting.
And hoping
that
maybe….
Natural
I like it best
when I have no intent
for falling head over heels,
with someone like you.
So unaware
when I have no intent
for falling head over heels,
with someone like you.
So unaware
and very much in denial,
my heart pounds faster,
Naive like a child....
A smile upon my face
when I hear your name,
and when you walk on by,
a thrill for me it is,
when you comment on my
existence
with a simple
Hey
sent my way.
I believe to me,
it is the very best thing,
and quite real,
because no one said
I had to like you,
And no one really knew you were there.
But when my eyes went across the room
and you were sitting there,
and for a few seconds,
I couldn't help but stare.
And something had me quite attracted to you.
Thoughts of you filled my head,
and I would have never dreamt
that I'd be thinking of you
so late while lying in bed.
I smile at memories,
Though we don't have much,
I smile at how you came about.
And you don't know...
I was in such denial,
but now that time has passed
and I assume we won't be seeing each other again.
I guess I can accept that I had a crush on you.
And it was the very best crush of all,
Because you see,
It all happened naturally-
My eyes wandered around the room
and my heart found you...
My eyes wandered around the room
and my heart found you...
Lyrics
Teenage Drama
Can I tell you I apologize
For every tear I ever
Made you cry.
Looking back now
I see all my faults
And call them out
There is no excuse
But I feel I need to tell you...
[chorus]
I was so bored
And I know that sounds lame
At 15 I must of been
Legally insane.
I was tired of circles
and all I wanted was fun.
Didn't think I could be the one.
I pushed and kicked you,
Pulled you back in and loved you.
What a shameful thing to do.
I wanted
Romance, comedy,
Drama and tragedy.
I just didn't think I'd actually
Fall for you.
I'm sorry that I was a teenage drama queen
Stuck in that high school scene.
I'd understand if you'd never forgive me.
I hope though that I taught you something.
Please don't be bitter and don't be cruel.
In the end I came out the fool
Because I ended up falling for you
but just like those high schools movies
you were so done with me,
I guess by then you could see...
[chorus]
I was so bored
And I know that sounds lame
At 15 I must of been
Legally insane.
I was tired of circles
and all I wanted was fun.
Didn't think I could be the one.
I pushed and kicked you,
Pulled you back in and loved you.
What a shameful thing to do.
I wanted
Romance, comedy,
Drama and tragedy.
I just didn't think I'd actually
Fall for you.
I'm sorry that I was a teenage drama queen
Stuck in that high school scene.
And you were the very best
and i didn't deserve you
No matter what anyone said,
you were so good to me,
even though I know
it's because you were naive
But I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry!
I wish we had been older,
I wish I knew better
Maybe we did have a chance
now we'll never know
But I hope you're happy,
I hope you're happy
I hope you'll find somebody
I hope you forgive me...
[chorus]
I was so bored
And I know that sounds lame
At 15 I must of been
Legally insane.
I was tired of circles
and all I wanted was fun.
Didn't think I could be the one.
I pushed and kicked you,
Pulled you back in and loved you.
What a shameful thing to do.
I wanted
Romance, comedy,
Drama and tragedy.
I just didn't think I'd actually
Fall for you.
I'm sorry that I was a teenage drama queen
Stuck in that high school scene.
But I'm so sorry, I hope you'll forgive me,
I'm sorry,
I hope you're happy.
